I’ve been reading your comments and responding where I think it will make a difference. Now, I think there are some things I would like to share with everyone:
- You all comment on my energy. The reason I think I have so much energy is that I have really gone very deep, I know my issues, and they are no longer taking huge quantities of psychic energy to manage and keep at bay. I had to do this; for me it was not an option. I decided I did not want to live a life on anti-depressant drugs, and what I suffered to get off them was well worth it. There is a wonderful book by Candace Pert, called Molecules of Emotion, in which she as a scientist describes how she has proved that it is our emotions that create our body chemistry, and not the other way ’round, as the drug companies would have us believe from their advertisements. Quite simply, they are lying to us to enslave us and to make money. When I changed how I subconsciously felt about life, when I made it conscious and dealt with it, I freed up huge amounts of energy for positive living. Although I don’t know this for a fact, after some contemplation, I do believe the ETs will be able to help people with this problem. I believe it because it is a tough problem, and they do want to help us. I’m hoping that they will have technology that we do not have to make the job easier. My job, I guess, is simply to say it can be done.
As a result of the very deep work I had to do to finally deal with my issues – go back consciously to just before my conception and entrance into a toxic womb, where I painfully survived for three months – I am pretty much in touch with my own Self, and my guidance all comes from within. So, the energy you see in me as I head into the second half of my seventy-second year is energy that we all have, but don’t often get a chance to use in a positive way. Our issues can be terrifying, but I can tell you that without doubt if you choose to believe you will survive confronting them, you will do so. You will find the way – and most importantly, the Universe will support you in your efforts!
While I may now have huge amounts of energy available to me, my body is still very tired from what I have just done – and for those of you who don’t know me: I closed out of my life in North Carolina in about three weeks total from start to finish, and that included the sale and closing on my condo. I’d tried many times to leave Raleigh, but for one reason or another it never worked out.
This time, however, I was following and trusting my heart, and it felt like the Universe swept in energetically, picked me up, and deposited me very gently in a beautiful area of British Columbia, Canada. I already know this is my ‘real’ home and that I will never leave. When the energy is ‘right’, things work out easily. As I grow to understand this, I wonder why I ever fought it, because without doubt, I did. I had always been so alone, and I had to realize my true connection is with the energy of the Universe, and it will provide me with what I need when I need it – and that includes people. One step at a time. It took me fifteen years to get to this point.
As I’ve slowed down on my blog because of being tired – and I thank you all for your understanding in this, I’ve given the fatigue a chance to surface. I’m not overriding it anymore, and so I think I will likely recover very rapidly. For the last couple days, I have been brainstorming with someone about the direction of my blog after Disclosure comes. I wasn’t getting anywhere, so I felt I had to make the decision – no matter how inconvenient to me or how seemingly bad the timing – to stop and rest. I felt like I was treading water instead of swimming. Once I saw the need for such a decision, it was not difficult, because I know everything is perfect! : )
As you all can see, I’ve put some posts up today, but not many. The sickness is showing itself in grand fashion right now, as that old, antique dish that is our present reality with all its crenelated cracks seemingly takes on more and more of them. I’m sorry, but I simply can’t report them all. To deal with that sick energy right now is too much for me. One of those cracks will be the one that will cause the old dish to shatter into tiny pieces. No one knows which one it will be, so we can only wait and watch, and that is what I am presently doing.
- Regarding some of you saying that Ben Fulford has so much power, or else is under the control of the dark, I can’t see that he is any more than an independent fellow who is trying to help us out. Where do you think this power that some of you talk of comes from? Knowing who and what Ben Fulford is and how he has come to this knowledge takes a bit of research, plus serious contemplation of the entire picture of which he is a part all seems necessary before we make such statements, and for our benefit this information should be included to some degree to back up our statements. This goes in a general way for all the situations we are following.
- Concerning Ron Paul’s values and ideas, I, for one, do not agree with them all. To turn government charity over to ‘private’ people right now, who are still living deeply in 3D Duality, when it is corporations creating our need for it, does not make sense to me. It would likely work very well in an ideal world – and perhaps Ron is intending to help create that world. I have read, for instance, that he is one of the few who is aware of NESARA. I know that Ron Paul has been talking about the Federal Reserve for over twenty years, and he knew back then they were operating a ponzi scheme, and his knowledge is a real plus.
The most wonderful think about Ron Paul, I think, is the fact that he doesn’t change images, according to the perceived needs of the people he would serve, as defined by the corporate press. Ron Paul now is pretty much the same Ron Paul he was twenty years ago – an honest broker. To me, that quality is HUGE and at the top of my list for those who would serve us, although we don’t know yet if Ron Paul may only be a transitional character as we move into the future.
Certainly, many good Republicans are finding in him someone they can at least trust and perhaps learn the ‘real’ truth from. If nothing else, he is serving – and he is serving, with no apparent thought of personal gain – to awaken the members of the GOP. If nothing else, that is a role of very great importance. We, I hope, want everyone possible to come together and to make this transition. I think none of us really wants to leave anyone out!